my mom is sooo nice. she just bought me a dvd player (and i didnt even ask for it i swear!!!) for my room cos she realised that ive been going to my bro's room to watch tv a little too often. and my bro and i will get pissed with each other cos he'll want to watch other things and i'll wanna watch my tv. its like him coming in to use the com when im using it. so to slove things, she bought me a dvd player. yayyy! and its not even a birthday gift!! yayyy! and you know whats the funny part?

i do not have a television in my room.
neither do i have a tv rack.
and actually i doubt theres room in my space for a tv... ah heck, we'll try.

ive gotten 2 presents alr! a ball of pink&white lights from shannon and andrew.. and some bodyshop stuff that was in my christmastreewishlist@work from my collegues... thankyouthankthankyouuu

zouk tomorrow.. just be there. just be there.

do u remember what u did on this day last year?

i remember meeting junia at bukitbatok after work.. went to newton to meet the rest of the (ex&presen) mambo people and had lots of food. it was a "celebrate daph and amy's birthday" supper. some sort..

afterwhich almost all of them came over to my place. some were in my room on the net, some were sleeping.. the remaining 3 of us sat in my living room and finished a bottle of baileys. hahaha.

ooo. and today's my dad's birthday................... not that it really matters does it?

okayy.. so i was SOOO excited when my sis called me to tell me that she got a room at westin (actually i just realised that its not called westin anymore?? so its either rafflestheplaza or swissotel.. i need to check with her.. all i know is the fact that its the one at cityhall mrt.) for my birthday. or rather on the 30th. ANYWAY. yes i was soooo excited. tried to make some calls and yadayada.

until i realised that almost no one could stay.... and some couldnt come for dinner. some couldnt go to zouk.. some couldnt make it to the pre party.. some couldnt stay over.. blahblahblahblahblah.

so i might just give the room back to my sis and let her stay there that night. i MIGHT not even be celebrating my birthday cos its freaking tiring.

agh. i hatehatehate birthdays. depressing days. aghhhh.

reminds me of the 30th last year. i was in town waiting for eve. and then turned out she couldnt meet me. i spent it walking around town with cain and jer.. had a horrible dinner at buttercup (cine level 2) and spent 12 midnight at rocky's... (something nice happened though. cain went to secretly buy me a cupcake with a candle on it and surprised me while we were walking to the cab.. and thennn the other part of the surprise was him insisting that i open my bag wide to take my camera out.. so that i can realise that they bought me bananasinpjs and a veryy cute tigger hp thingy that i lost the next day.) and then we went over to scarlet hotel and spent it with amy and ping.. (amy and i share the same birthday) after some beers and tv watching, we went home.... so it wasnt that bad afterall but ah well..

everyone's busybusybusy on fri. and i hate to sound really bitter about this... BUT DIDNT I MAKE MYSELF FREE FOR YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY HELLO???????????? so much for a two way street.

fuck it lah i should stop getting upset over this.

and NO I AM NOT GETTING DRUNK THIS YEAR ON MY BIRTHDAY.

happy 20th beks!!!!! :) you're like 2 years older than me now... only for afew days.. muahahaa!

ahh so belle can cook and belle makes damn nice drinks! spent half of the day watching dvds, playing with aiden and just chilling out at belle's place.. quite fun.. we watched tom yam goong!!!! damn funny.. he's so gay. (or rather ed says...)

ed kept trying to make belle, nick and i repeat thursday night's game again. but noooo.. cannot cos nick's gf was there. ha.

theres this huge bowl of drink that belle made, consisted of raw eggs, milk, rum, vanilla essence... and i dont know what else.. but its damn nice. taste abit like baileys... alcohol soaked fruits is damn nice too..

met my mom after that in town.. the first thing she asked me was.. "did you drink with the adults???" hahaha..

ooo ive got home baked brownies at home. yummmmy.

work tomorrow. bah! had such a long break. last thurs till today. muahahaha.

ahhh, the party starts at 3.. and im still at home. might not even go.. feeling damn lazy.

anyway, i dont know what to do on the 30th yet. im trying to get a pit at my sister's place.. so there MIGHT be a bbq. but not sure yet. or i might be getting a room at westin. that depends on whether my sis can get the voucher for me..... or maybe we will just go for dinner then go to zouk eh?

okay, my last post sounded wrong. its xmas and there i was cursing at evil people. tsk. anyway it was a louisvuitton sorry, not a burberry...... my bad.

anywayyy, christmas dinner with nicky at crystal jade. ahhh yummy. prawns i want more prawns!!!! there was supposed to be more of them but they all didnt want to come cos of the venue. bahh! anyway, went to winebar after that for some beer and then went to watch the family stone at great world. very nice and christmas-y.... you can totally predict the ending lah!! but never mind, christmas flicks always like that!!

and now im home.... my brother isnt even home yet. hes like how happening.....

was walking to my door, heard some door opening. freaked out cos i thought someone was gonna come outta the door that leads to the stairs...... thank goodness it was just my (bastardMBA) neighbour.

ahh, theres some post party at belle's place tomorrow............... still dunno whether im going. everyone will prolly be stoned.......

anyway, happy boxing day! woot woot!

merry merry xmas everyone!!!

my christmas was spent steamboat-ing, caesars-ing, and m0s-ing................ oh all that food, all that alcohol.

thieves should be locked in hell and be fed only a bowl of crumbs a week!!!!!!!!!!! another friend just lost her wallet today. on like freaking xmas can???!!!!!!! its like a sin lor!!!!!!!! and last week another friend just lost her nokia7610 to some asshole at z0uk................... these people should be locked in hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let them be in hell, burn in fire, die die die!!!!!!!!!!!!! assholes!!!!! how can you steal my friend's stuff u asshole!!!! (this includes the asshole who stole my commedesgarcons wallet at liquidroom) go go go, BURN IN HELL!!!!!! steal burberry wallet, nokia phone and commes wallet VERY FUN MEH????? GO AND DIE LAH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

m0s is so nice. so nice. so nice. love it. hahahha.

woot w000000t.

i ran in the rain just now....... lovelovelove it........ though i know i will prolly get a damn bad case of flu and dunnowhatelse...... but i totally dig it. i was so hair-pee in the rain... ask edric.. i was running and smiling and ohsohappy. ohhhh hello rain, i lub chu.

its raining!! the skies are damnnn dark. like almost dark grey!! its not supposed to rain!! its xmas eve!!

From: Daphne Lim
To: Danny Lim
Subject: wheee

america's next top model cycle 5 is now on channel 5!!!

xoxo,
daph

From: Danny Lim
to: Daphne Lim
Subject: NICOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i tell you who won???!!!!! need i say more??

dan

SPOILER!!!!!!!!!!!

ohh im going for supper with my mom on a friday night.

the excitement....

do you take yours, organic or chemical??

i think the world is so warped....

i just got home!

i spent my entire day at work playing NDS cos the system was down!! muahaha.

dinner with rockee! walked around.. attempted to look for my 19th gift. took a picture of a very cute gucci wristlet and mms-ed to my sis but my sister said very aunty... @*$&@(*$&*(@$.. growls. nothing to get already can........ :( i reallyreally like it.

ktv with my cousin and gang. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN KORKOR!!! IM SORRY NICK!!!!! BELLE AND I DIDNT MEAN TO GET U SO DRUNK!!!!!! HOW I KNOW BELLE'S SO POWER...... BELLE YOU'RE THE GREATEST. THANK YOU FOR DRINKING FOR ME!! it was sooooo funny to see everyone get so high on.................... ah well lets skip this.. room 63, room 31....... all the high people. tsk tsk. i was like SO SO SO SANE. nick kept trying to challenge me to the scissorspaperstonepointpointgame but i kept losing. yet i made him drink. muahahha.

newton, thank you yinxing, for travelling 130km/h again..................

tomorrow's gonna be rest day!!!!

hahah i cant wait to find out who will win america's next top model season 5... kim is so so so gay i swear. shes like this dyke in a model competition.

paris hilton is the ultimate bimbo. im watching simplelife now.

great, my mom called me at work this morning just to scream at me cos i didnt wake up earlier for work. WHY? cos i caused her fav child to rush for work.

the point here being, i usually wake up at 645 to get ready for work and leave my house around 730-745.. and my bro will usually be up at 7am. but this morning, i didnt see the point of waking up earlier just so that the bathroom can be available whenever he needs it.. so i just wake up at the time that i am comfortable with lah. all these while ive been waking up earlier just so that he can use the bathroom when he wakes up. but i dont see the need to be such a nice sister anymore. so my mom gets pissed with me. HELLO I AM THE ONE TAKING THE FUCKING PUBLIC TRANSPORT OK. HE'S DRIVING. SO ASK HIM TO WAKE UP EARLIER LAH. WHY MUST I ALWAYS GIVE IN TO HIM AND DO EVERYTHING THE WAY HE WANTS ME TO???!!!

such a bad end to a year.
i hate coming home. everyone's a bitch.

on top being down with a fever and a bloodyrunnynose....

great, just what i need for xmas and new year!

i feel like the grinch. i am sooo not looking forward to xmas. or the new year.

so bitter.

great, so my mom just asked me to pack my stuff and LEAVE. why? just cos her fucking fav son is pissed. its always about him. everything needs to be done his fucking way. and if i say anything.. im always in the wrong. why? im sorry cos im not her fav.

coming home is hell. living hell. staying at my sister's place the past few days was so much better even though my mom was so fucking paranoid about everything.

i hate this place.
get me outta here.

edit// i know how childish i sound. im sick ok. nose been running since morning. growls

friday night at holland.
saturday night at changi (bbq) and then the balcony! (very nice! swingswing)

ooo whee.

the only reason why i am up at fucking 7am and crying is becos my one hell of a fucking brother decides to totally turn crazy on me just cos im not going to work (again) today.

i dont take money from you. so shut the fuck up.
dont ever, ever attempt to set a curfew for me.
sure, go crazy. try you? sure. you make me do this.
thank goodness i didnt buy the fucking mambo shirt for you yesterday for xmas.

dont use violence to scare me. dont fucking ever try that.
hit me, i will leave. yes this family is screwed. so? is it my fucking fault? if all you asses learn to be a little more forgiving.. would we be where we are now? all you fucking selfish people. dont try to control me. dont shout at me early in the morning cos of the bags in my room. everything in those paper bags are bought with MY OWN MONEY. so shut up.

next week is xmas. you want me to come home by 10pm? HA. fucking asshole. dream on. by doing this, you're only "forcing" me to go against you. DO NOT FUCKING OPEN MY DEBIT CARD STATEMENTS EVER AGAIN. I LEFT IT ON THE TABLE COS ITS MY FUCKING STUDY TABLE. IT WAS BLOODU FOLDED. DONT ASK ME WHY I SPENT $200 AT BLABLAH AND ALL BECAUSE ITS MY MONEY. NOT YOURS. I DO NOT NEED TO TELL YOU HOW I SPEND EVERY SINGLE CENT OF MY MONEY. AND THANK YOU FOR OPENING IT HUH. SO MUCH SO FOR PRIVACY.

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i am so fucking not coming home this weekend.

i need a drug. take already will not want to shop....

i went to town to color my hair today and accompanied jess to go shop for her outfit for her bro's wedding... i ended up buying 5 tops and ANOTHER pair of shoe. BUTTT.... i saved about $200.. cos all sale items.. hahaha. yes, im a cheapo and im damn proud of it.

i bought this pair of adidas maryjanes that i wanted since like 2 years ago.. hahah. and the ironic thing is that, i have another pair of adidas maryjanes that is of the same color. only difference is the strap... HAHA.. but ive always wanted it and knowing that its 50% and not getting it is like a sin..... so thats like my 5th pair of shoe in a month. its scary. now i gotta hide this pair cos if my mom sees it, im so so so dead.

supper was fun! :) preee. haha.. UP TO YOU LAH!!!

i cannot shop anymore this month. :( :( :( so bloody broke. my fucking hair color cost a hundred bucks. and its just to touch up the bloody roots. aghhh.

"oh i ate at pastamania. but i didnt eat pasta, i ate pizza!"

ohhh whee! i just got home and yinxing was so afraid he'll spot a ghost in the lift while sending me up.

dinner with like manymany stmargs people. i was soooo upset cos almost everyone asked me wat happened to my hair. anyway im coloring it tmr..... or rather in 9hours time.............

lemongrass, icecoldbeer, zouk...................... enough said. cat, lovelovelove you even without ur usual number, i hope the person who stole your phone will get his own phone stolen too and his wallet too and his bag.. and his dignity............ this isnt the first time my friend lost her/his phone at zouk. and how do they lose it? someone just steal it from their pocket. such creatures should be locked in hell i swear...

wine, beer, shots, jugs. enough said. i think everyone had fun.. you say????

wah i held on to the seatbelt and prayed for my life on the way home. 130km/h not funny k.....

nicky, i hope u had fun... :)

woot woot.

and all i wanted to do was to go over..................... fuck lah cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....____________________............. knn..... go to helll................... i wanna seeeeeeeee..... HAHAH

hahahha. got another 2 pairs of flat ballet shoes from hue just now. YAYY! been buying too many pairs of shoes this month already. now i have orange, yellow and pink shoes. yayy. and i am not gonna wear any of them tomorrow cos mambo is sure to be damnnn packed.

im so excited. havent been to mambo in 6 months. as in really exactly 6 months. i remember the last time i went there was 15th june.. woooot wooooot.

went shopping with my mom and aunt after work. rushed from oglivy to the fullerton bus stop. only to realise that if i walked from oglivy to marina square.. its actually quite near.. like really near.

met my sis and the girls for dinner after that. my sis saw my paperbag and pinched my arm.... *&!$^#*&!$^......

anyway go to changealley to develop photos.. very cheappppp..

i need to stop buying shoes. bought like 3 pairs in the last week. IOU my mom and sis. i need a drug. take already will stop buying shoes....

my mom is damn cute. she can call me on my mobile when im at home, to ask me sth.. hahah. shes at home too..

anyway there isnt a family bbq this year on my birthday. HOW DEPRESSING. :(

yayy, gonna head down to marinasquare after work to catch the barbie show with the girls!! the excitement! hahahhaa.

Putfile Says Goodbye To Singapore

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Goodbye Singapore,

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all i wanted to do was download some video (not porn ok.) its the short clips of L word season 3....... and i get this... WAHLAO SEE LAH HANG PEOPLE. MAKE ME CANNOT WATCH..

Z0UKOUT WAS A BLAST! the music was good. our room was comfy. we could hear the music from our room. what more could one ask for??

this morning.. or rather afternoon, we visited this haunted house in sentosa... VERY SCARY!!! =/ its huge... there were i think at least a hundred bats in one of the room. and like the "fu" thing.

ahhhh. scary shits.

ITS RAINING...... ITS RAINING.

HOW TO GO ZOUKOUT?????

LILYA 4EVER click on it to read the review...

very very disturbing. probably the first movie that literally made me want to puke. irreversible wasnt even SOOO disturbing. yuckkkk.

i went to trim my fringe. i look like a cuckoo now... :( ive never had such a short fringe.. ahhhh!

three times.. like idiot sia..... walk to change alley.. walk back to work... walk to mrt station............ great.... and i didnt even dare to look inside. like an idiot.

<3

hahahhaa. ohsocute.

swimming. (DUH)

HAHAHA.. my princesses.

holiday-ing. and no, the lady behind in the red bikini IS NOT my sister.....

oh so cute. love.

family family..

ice ice baby. snow city!

tash and i "jamming" HAHAA..

agh, very irritating. i tried on the tiffany ring again. and it is actually quite uncomfy. as in ur other 2 fingers will hurt. cos its square. im not making sense right? so anyway been trying to find a nice yellow gold cross and necklace. but very hard to find..

daph: do you have any yellow gold pendant?
salesgirl: these come with jesus.
daph: do you have a plain one without jesus on it?
salesgirl: cross christian, come with jesus what.
daph: errr. ok. thank you.

grrrr. joker.

i can feel myself falling sick soon........... bahhH!

great, i lost my white gold chain and cross pendant that my dad got for my for my 16th birthday...

ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH THIS? CAN WE GO AND WATCH THIS PLEASE??? I READ REVIEWS, APPARENTLY ITS VERYYY FUNNY. WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR LETS GO LETS GO! I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET DISCOUNTS FOR THE TICKETS.. COMON LETS GO LETS GO!

such a grouchy morning.. i was happily sleeping on the bus.. when this like 12 (i think) year old girl was drinking from her bottle. as in her water bottle lah. you know those transparent ones that everyone is using now? the quite bulky one? so it was FULL... i dont know how it slipped outta her hands....... (trust me, the bus didnt even jerk) BAM WHAM BANG............... MY NEW SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. SHE DIDNT EVEN APOLOGISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just sit there and squeeze the water outta her skirt. HELLO MY JEANS!!!!!! MY SHOES!!!! MY FEET!!!!!!! not only that, when her mom who was standing next to me... took the bottle from her.. the water was still dripping..... ON MY "I LOVE ME" bag... HELLO what if the marker runs? this bag cannot get anywhere else one ok. ass... and never mind... since shes young... i looked up to see her mom taking the bottle from her.. and you know what?? SHE HAS WET ARMPITS!!!!!! I WANTED TO PUKE. THANK GOODNESS I USUALLY HAVE BREAKFAST IN THE OFFICE....... not only wet armpits that looked like she rolled the deodorant over and over again.. and over and over again.... BUT..... it was....... a very hairy wet armpit............................ so sick. i seriously wanted to puke............... YUCK!!!! hello, if you dont shave your pits, at least wear like something with sleeves to cover up can??? please dont torture the world by lifting up ur arms to hold the railing..... please....... i beg you....... GO PLUCK, SHAVE, WAX... whatever you do, just get rid of the hair.. PLEASE I BEG YOU!!!!!!!!!

lucky my new shoe not ruined..... grrrr.

we went to milennia for coffee.. met my sis.. went shopping.. (YAYY ORANGE SHOES!! :D) had dinner.. cut the cake.. fun! :)

ive got a feeling my phone will die on me soon. its just this nagging feeling. like a.... "you have to change your phone before it dies on you" feeling. get what i mean?

tell me its lovely... love it! :) still trying to con my sis into getting me that...... but doubt she will.. dammit! she keeps wanting to get me sth "practical" and in her mind, anything from tiffanys isnt practical cos its overpriced.... which is really stupid.

happy 3rd kyra wong li ann!!!! :) :) :) i love love love you. it seems like yesterday i was just at mount e seeing you for the first time. this small lil wrinkly baby with super red lips... and everyone was in the room. my mommy, your mommy (DUH), uncle dan, uncle dave, eric, enlai, yanti, your daddy (DUH), your godparents.. blahblahblah. you still have the very cute barney that your very clever uncle dan and eric bought for you huh.. though it was stated its for like 2 years and above....... hahha.

you say the most "gay" comments kyra sometimes i wonder if anyone can be lesbian by the age of 3...... but cannot be cos you totally adore gerald...

d: kai, sit properly.. your undies are showing.
t: meimei, sit properly ok.. are you a boy or a girl..
k: I AM A BOY!!! -lifts up skirt-

faints...........

you're SO SO SO naughty but its DAMN hard to stay pissed with u. almost impossible. all you need to do is give that very adorable grin and say something really sweet, you're totally forgiven. please grow up to be a sensible girl and dont flash your undies everywhere........ the fact that you're 100% gonna be in IJ scares me.......

as your playgroup teacher said, you're a chilli padi. smallest sized in class but very fierce. scold boys, scream at people who snatch your toys.............. you're learning huh kai. but in the wrong way.. learn from your jiejie, your jiejie gets comments like.... "natasha is such a good girl. ive not scolded her once in the entire year. i hope every batch has a kid like natasha."..... you get the total opposite...

oh gosh kai, what are we gonna do with you?

i lovelovelove eskibar. i love the numb-ness i get. i love going into the -15degree room. lovelovelove. i think im nuts.....

walking outta it to get to breko after the jugs was horrible. i wanna stay there forever. lovelovelove it.

i love marinasquare. note, remember to go back to get the 2 pairs of shoes... must!!! very reasonable.. and it will make me tall tall tall!!!!!!

i got the girls gifts. dunno for christmas or their birthdays. but whatever lah. will prolly get them more toys after i get my pay. hohoho. got them this inflatable chair and a calendar... both from BARBIE. very glam i tell you... holding this hugeeee barbie carrier allll around. from marina, to queensclose, to sunset, to holland. shasha is soooooooooo cute... coowooohoooqooooooo.

kinda had this quarrel with my sis over the phone and sms. the point being, i called her to tell her what i bought for the girls so that she or the girl's godparents wont buy the same items............... and then she got quite pissed and said sth like i didnt cousult her blahblah and the girls dont need it cos she was looking for some barbie calendar that tash can tear everyday blahblah. and i felt really unappreciated cos like just yesterday, i asked her what can i buy for the girls.. and she said DUNNO!! so i just went to the barbie fair, saw the stuff that i know the girls will adore and bought it. and what did i get? a sis that was pissed at me cos i didnt consult her.. i mean yah perhaps this is the way our family works, we tell each other what we bought for each other, and pass the other party the receipt so she/he could have the choice to change it for something else. so anyway i plucked up my courage after a couple of drinks and sms-ed her to tell her how unappreciated i felt and how rude she was over the phone. and she felt reallllly bad and apologised and admitted that the girls have actually been asking for the inflatable chair for quite sometime.. hahahhaa. and how i always buy the girls cool gifts that she wouldnt get for them... yayyyy!

was at eskibar and suddenly denise and i felt like clubbing. on a sunday.... wtf.... but i guess spending the past 3 weeks having coffee does have some effect.... well well.. the following week would be a busy one. tomorrow's kai's birthday dinner. and then meeting miss low for dinner sometime this week.. and theres the stupid company party at quepasa.. and ZOUKOUT!!!!!!!! tell me you're looking forward to it. woot woot.

and you know what else can sum up my great day? listening to my SPICE (the spice girl's first album)............................. woot woot.....

my favourite girls. :) :) :) :) :)

i <3 my nieces to pieces. ohh tash is boh-gay.

you know why i say kai very cheeky?

my sis was on the phone, the cd player was switched off just so that she can concentrate...... she was driving so slow.. so..... as you can see, tash and i kept ourselves entertained....

shrek! things tash and i do after we picked her up from her speedmaths class....

overcharged.. jess and i rushing around raffles place during lunch time to get our errands done. we felt so outta place cos our office is at the oglivy center. and the people there (most) dont usually wear the whole office wear thingy... and when we went to caltex house that area, everyone was in jackets, nice blouses, heels, blahblah.. and there we were in our tank tops, jeans and office slippers........ very glam!

yes, still got people wear such pants lor.

had a great saturday! went to watch chicken little!

spent like 9 hours with them today. :) watched a movie, walked around toys r us.. bought their school shoes.. had cakes (and coffee for the adults).. ate dinner.. wrapped and wrote tash's name on her new books..... a very simple day but i enjoyed almost every bit of it. except the part where i wanted to put kyra in the next cab i see and ask the uncle to send her home. shes sooooo cheeky, loud and naughty.. but veryy very adorable. :)

oh, this is really outta point. but while we were having coffee (and cakes).. this couple came and sat at the table next to us. so while the guy went off to get coffee, the girl (fake LV bag, ugly yellow belt, green shirt, beige skirt, $10 exodus slipper with hearts all over) was happily digging her nose. she looked so happy doing it. dig dig dig. after the left side, still can continue on the right side. i was bitching to my sis, like... eeeee jie you see the girl so disgusting digging her nose in public. then my sis said im very critical. but she would have said it too or noticed lah. anyway. yah. so when this girl looks up............ KNN... i know her lor. or not really lah. NOT EVEN HI BYE. but lets just say that we were from the same school.... same cca (before i left that stupid cca)....... used to take the same school bus in primary school....... but shes not my friend. nothing against her im serious. just different frequency lah. or maybe we both dont even want to know each other in the first place. not that i give a damn. but anyway. yah... so if you wanna know who she is, ASK ME THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE ME!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!! hmmmm. dont think too much ah. not same batch one..

havent been clubbing. damnnn proud of myself. been spending my weekends slacking, having more coffee, not even shopping...... wah..

being home on a friday night feels... goooood.

im serious!

gonna catch chicken little tomorrow with the girls!! numanumalei!!!

ite bed time.
i have to be up by 7 tomorrow.
but i am not sleepy at all. or rather, i cannot fall asleep.
suddenly the thought (or rather the fact that ive finally realised) that its december... is so fucking scary. its like.. *tap tap* reality check. get what i mean?

and i am also feeling abit irritated cos i took out my entire accessories drawer outta the cupboard just to look for this particular pair of blue earrings. but its gone! or rather, i found one side. and the other side of it just vanished into the thin bukitpanjang air......... its damn irritating cos i kinda liked that pair of earrings and i have this top in the same shade of blue... ta ma de.

and i really shouldnt be thinking about those things should i?
i should just (said in the classic reaction to sad stories) aiyah fuck it and move on lah doode. hor? right? yes im right. im always right. cos i am self centered.... so i am alwayssss right. never in the wrong. (haha, kidding)

lately, ive been sitting at the balcony (at work) quite often looking down at the cars and thinking about alot of stuff. also dunno what. waste time only. right??

been very grouchy at work too. theres this gay guy who likes to try on my clip-on earrings. and i used to be quite alright with it. but today i snapped at him cos i was feeling sleepy and it was my new pair of earrings...... and i felt so bad after that. but i eventually apologised..

and i have to clear my room. it is in a mess. but i dont like throwing away things. i still have like a boxful of letters... and i have to develop pictures.. been wanting to put up pictures around my room since forever. but always too lazy to head down to ikea.. yah, i have noooo picture frame in my room at all. only a r.e.m poster and a mambo poster. so poseur. but i dont careee.

i want my not-so-straight hair back. why did i go and perm my hair.. bloody hell. hate it hate it hate it. the thought of cutting it has been crossing my mind lately. but then again the thought of the "waiting" process for it to grow out is so irritating.

mE me me me mE mE me me me me.

aghhhhhhhhhhh.

whatever lah.

saturday night.....

and things i do at work becos its boring..... i sew... read the new paper, straits time, 8days, herworld, cleo, and story books. i also do sudoku puzzles from the book.. and i also..... i also................ think about things that i shouldnt be pondering about.